Saturday, 4 February 2023

breathe

“She sat at the back 
and they said she was shy,
she led from the front 
and they hated her pride.

They asked her advice 
and then questioned 
her guidance.
They branded her loud
then were shocked by her 
silence.

When she shared no ambition 
they said it was sad
so she told them her dreams 
and they said she was mad.

They told her they'd listen
then covered their ears
and gave her a hug 
whilst they laughed at her 
fears.

And she listened to all of it 
thinking she should
be the girl they told her to be
best as she could.

But one day she asked 
what was best for herself
instead of trying to please 
everyone else.

So she walked to the forest 
and stood with the trees,
she heard the wind whisper 
and dance with the leaves.

And she spoke to the willow, 
the elm and the pine
and she told them what 
she'd been told, 
time after time.

She told them she never 
felt nearly enough 
she was either too little, 
or far, far too much.

Too loud or too quiet,
too fierce or too weak,
too wise or too foolish, 
too bold, or too meek.

Then she found a small clearing 
surrounded by firs
and she stopped and she heard 
what the trees said to her.

And she sat there for hours 
not wanting to leave - 
for the forest said nothing, 
it just let her breathe."